


Dear Friend
How are you feeling today?
Hopefully you’re feeling more relaxed than I am, as I sit here on the threshold of 50. I really didn’t think I was going to feel so unsettled this week. Where has this feeling come from? I’ve been totally fine about turning 50 all year, but this week I’m obviously not. Maybe I’m not ready to leave my 40’s? Surely I am. This is where journaling helps me sort out my erratic thoughts. One moment I’m ok, the next I’m all over the place. If ever in doubt, get your thoughts onto the page!
So what about my 40’s?!
In all honesty it’s been quite the rollercoaster, but if anything it’s been a decade of transformation, filled with experiences that have shaped me in ways I could never have anticipated.
Yet, as I prepare to step into my 50’s, there’s a powerful sense of closure coupled with an equally strong sense of anticipation. In my head, I'm telling myself.. “This is going to be your decade Tanya!” But I’m sure I say this at the beginning of every …