Behind The Scars

Seeking clarity in the shadow of pain

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Returning from a doctor’s appointment, especially one filled with uncertainty, can be a whirlwind of emotions. Today, I found myself sitting in the GP’s office, grappling with the persistent dull pain behind my cesarean scars and the unpredictable flair-ups in my tummy.  It’s been a journey of frustration, trying to pinpoint the exact cause of my discomfort, both for me and my GP.

Apart from the constant pain I feel most days, I’m fascinated by cesarean stories, something us ladies don’t tend to talk openly about with each other. I never seem to be given the opportunity to compare scar wounds or describe in detail the traumatic birthing experiences I went through with another woman. Yet as a 49’er, I’m much more confident about sharing my cesarean experiences, as both my b…